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a well spent wednesday.

2012-02-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

moksy

2012-02-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

i kept stuffing myself with food lately.

why don't we runaway

2012-02-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

i just feel like blogging. typing away what comes into my mind. currently im down with fever bleargh. i used to have low immune system since i easily get fever. and when i have fever it's really high fever. as in really hight. but thank God currently im only down with slight fever. nothing serious.you know, i've been stoning for the past few days. really stoning. especially during my journey to and from work. must have been really tired maybe? stoning, stoning and more stoning. and i like the fact that ppl at work call me adik. i feel so small like a baby sister. hekhekhek. but the fact that they cant get my name right really annoys me. they call me nurul and then they thought my name NURUL ATIQAH pkm funny is it. and then the store manager put my name as NUR UMAIRAH. haisssss is my name so hard to pronounce/ remember? is it? is it?
ohh ya i learned some filipino words the other day. hehehehe majority of my colleagues there are filipinos so i decided to know a bit of the language. and all of them are so friendly that i feel really comfortable working there. i have two shifts mid shift and c shift. mid shift is from 11.30am till 7.30pm(which i prefer). then c shift is from 2pm till 10pm(which i hate), i hate bcos i always get hungry ard 8/9 pm and i'll be going in the pantry secretly to find food. but the most i hate is b shift!!! which is from 10am till 10pm pkm by the end of the day my energy is = 0.0000000000000000000000000000001%
i decided to work until end of Feb. i need my income chehhh income seh. at least i earn my own money rather than using my parent's. you know that feeling of spending your own hard earned money? ahhhh that feeling. i wanna try going shopping alone. never tried it before. hurrrrr you know, i cant wait to get married. i wanna get married by the age of 25. BUT how can i get married if i dont plan on getting a partner. hahahais :')
i planned to go to USS in Feb!!!!!!!!! i hope the plan is not cancel or something. still a USS virgin. and maybe if i have enough money im planning to get my license. oh yeaaaaaaaaa hais im gonna be 18 soon!!!! gonna be a year older. damnnnnnnn. i feel like trimming my hair!!!! so thick alr haiyaaaaaaaaa. actually right, i dont really like wearing make up bcos its like so rimas for me. but as you can see above my naked face like org sakit gitu like zombie like that.

oh shit

2012-01-31T09:41:00.000+08:00

I'M LATE

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for work.

time is gold

2012-01-30T00:20:00.001+08:00

look at how she plays her guitar! i love her cover!

the thought of it gives me the creeps.

2012-01-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

the one who stayed with me even after our secondary school life is over. i didn't expect that she will be the one who will go through life with me. i didn't expect that she will be my Radit and i'm her Jani. we grow up too fast. after what she told me the other day, i'm actually quite scared of the future. i'm afraid that she won't be in my future. in other words, i don't want to lose her. i may sound like a lesbian here but it's just that i love her so very much! if we were to be given another life, i will like it if we are real sisters.

the thoughts of losing my love ones really gives me the creeps. the thoughts of hurting my love ones really breaks my heart. so i've decided, if my actions will hurt them then i'm not gonna continue doing the things that will hurt them. sometimes, i may not show it but i really do love them. at night, i always imagined what is it like if the people in my life now doesn't exist.

i'm gonna delete some of my 2010 posts just because i don't see the need of looking back.

Long distance relationship,5983 miles apart.

2012-01-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

OMG THE ENDING IS JUST ..........

off day.

2012-01-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

i was searching high and low for this song since i don't really listen to malay songs that much. but this song is so niceeeeeeee!

it feels good to be at home after days of working non-stop! i miss my home :') my work is actually ok but since the other part timer girl is quitting, i have to take over her place and work long hours. really can die! but i've made friends over there so at least it bearable. i guess my work is teaching me how to be patient with humans. you see, some customers are really pain in arse! so instead of being rude i have to keep calm, smile and just endure with their shits.

i really can't wait for the 31st Jan! no more working! but i feel like extending and continuing with this job since the pay is good. really good (Y) but the working timing is really fucked up. i mean there's only one off day for part timers. cb. like full time sak keje non-stop. but that aside, i really can't wait to for the 31st. i want to go out with my family and of HUDA! ADOIIIII RINDU GILERRRR LAHHHHH!

pretty much the same routine everyday

2012-01-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

sorry but i've been busy with work lately :( i've no time for anything even spending time with my family. this is so sad. nvm, i'll endure this till 31st Jan and i'll be a free bitch baby!

All the efforts are going to show.

2012-01-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

so today is the 9th. the day where i'll be getting my Olevel results again. i really did my best this time. i studied my ass out till late at night. i went for study groups. i cleared my doubts. i did my best. but it will be a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT to fail my O's again :( i'm just scared of the disappointment that my love ones will have if i fail. yes, the only thing i'm scared is the disappointment.

All the best for me later on.

hi, can i recommend you a bra?

2012-01-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

cute right johnny depp? haiz, his hair reminds me of my old short hair. stupid hair cut! anw, been very busy lately since i've started working. 6 working days, imagine whether i've enough sleep or not. imagine ah imagine.

my work is kinda slack i mean my department. it get really boring when there's no customer and there's nothing to do. anddddd, im a loner when it comes to break. it's not that i've not make any friends, i did. but our break time is different. urghhhhhhhhhhhhh. sunyi sepi je bile makan. and usually i'll bring food from home cos food there isn't very cheap. if i wanna eat something cheap i'll have to waste my time walking to far east to puncak. haiyaaa. my break is only an hour. my off day is usually on wednesday. other than that, my work's ok. friendly staffs except for one or two.

monday.......JENG JENG JENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got this feeling that 50/50 i'll pass. at least a 20 will be enough for me. i really did try my best seh :( SO SCARED!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH

somehow, i miss my i dont have a job life. whereby i can spent my time with my love ones :( (menyesal ah sekarang?) hahahaha.

all i want is sleep.

2012-01-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

happy 2012 everybody :) so here i am awake and blogging - updating my pathetic boring blog, while everyone is sound asleep in their oh so comfortable bed :/ how i spent the last few hours of 2011? unwrapping new stock of clothes and hanging them for display. in other words, i'm working. bleah :/ nah, i'll endure this for a month. basically i didn't even went to any countdown. just met huda for awhile and then i went home. i was dispirit due to having to stand the whole day.

i'm having dark rings and my eyebag is........no comment. i'm going around with lazy eyes. which you can say half closed eyes.

cherish every moment we really love

2011-12-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

this song was on my mind the first thing when i woke up o.O don't mind the video. i can't find the right video. in anyways, good morning to whoever is reading this. today's the day. all the best to me!

Level 56

2011-12-28T14:59:00.002+08:00

teehee. that's what i wore for my last minute interview yesterday. the top is a birthday present from Radit and Rydy. it brings good luck to me :) but instead of wearing heels or any other lady like footwear, i wore my vans.

i have to be at UOB Plaza by 2pm which is located at raffles place. the office was located at level 56. i swear you'll get a headache going there. the lift on the first floor has only the open and close button, an d two buttons which was marked 38 and 1. so i have to travel to the 38th level and change to and escalator to go to level 39th. and take the lift from there which then have lots of buttons with numbers on them. blablabla fill in forms and interview.

then, i have to to go to centrepoint by 2.30pm for an interview since i was referred there. i was rushing for time. blablabla interview. after that loitered ard orchard while waiting for Suradi. then home swheet home :)

ohh ya, i was alone the whole time. teehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheeheheheheheehehhehehehe(melebih pulak)

no i'm not telling where i'm working(private and confidential)

the words are written in the sand

2011-12-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

one of my best moments in 2011 is getting to watch Lykke Li perform live in Singapore! hope she's coming back next year *fingers crossed*

Old & Senile

2011-12-20T12:44:00.001+08:00

i was awaken by my mother's screaming at 4.40am "BAPAK KENCING EH?!". you see, my grandad is staying with my family for a few days cos my aunt is away for a holiday. well, my grandad is on his way of being senile - not being rude but it's the fact. my mum was in the toilet in her room when my grandad went into her room. my dad was sleeping so he didn't know that my grandad was in the room. the story is, my grandad peed on the toilet door while my mother was doing her business. you should see how my mum reacts.

my grandad is not totally senile cos he still remembers certain things. he likes to do things on purpose which make his everybody annoyed. so we have to figure it out whether he's doing things on purpose or he's just having his senile moments. to top it of, my grandad is seriously very stubborn. but eventhough what he did is wrong, it breaks my heart when my mum and dad screamed at him. i dont know how to explain.

in the future, when i'm old, i don't want to senile. i don't want to be a burden to my children.

don't you love the weather?

Greatest Dad (yea right! cheh no lah! kidding)

2011-12-17T15:09:00.001+08:00

and so, today's my dad's 43th birthday.

where do i begin? hmm. you see, me and my dad, we have this love hate relationship. we can be joking around and making fun of each other but in another minute i'll be swearing at him (obviously behind his back). my dad, i don't know. he really want the best for me, that i know. he's really very protective of me, really protective. but there are times when he doesn't understand me. well, that's normal right? i'm much more closer to my dad than my mum. it's not like i don't love my mum it's just i'm close to my dad since i was young.

the only person i'm scared to disappoint is my dad(and of course my other loved ones). i've done things which really took my dad off guard. i've made my dad cry(i witnessed it). i was really shocked to see my dad, cry. and because of that up till now i'm still feeling guilty. really guilty. i can see that my dad is trying so hard to give me and my family the luxury that we have always wanted. he once told me that he really want to shower me with expensive clothes, gadgets etc etc...but i told him, nah, i dont mind. my family isn't what you call rich nor poor but there are times when money is really the most important thing in the world.

i hope that my O's result will not be as disappointing as last year's. thought my dad didn't told me that he's disappointed in me due to failing my O's i know he is. i can see it in his face. but if i fail again this time(touchwood) i already had done some planning.

Happy 43th Birthday Dad. I love you, I always do <3

for them haters ah konon-konon

2011-12-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

you can suck my dick if you don't like my shit(eventho i dont have one)
cause i don't give a fuck if you don't like, my shit

help meeeeeeeeeeee

2011-12-07T15:23:00.002+08:00

omggggg it's rainy heavily cats and dogs and pigs and unicorns and whatever shit is there! the thunders and lightnings is seriously making me freak out!!!!!!!! i'm scared of them since young ok! i need to calm my tits down.......nah, im not trying to attract attention here but im really scared ok.

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OMG THEIR VOICES MAKES ME WANNA SIN *dies* niall is so adorableeee!!!

so get out, get out, get out of my head and fall into my arms instead.

2012

2011-12-06T13:42:00.001+08:00

gonna do this challenge. teeheehee

goodmorning sunshine!

2011-12-05T09:16:00.008+08:00

what a good start to my day! made my morning with a smile :3

this time, last year, everything was different

2011-12-04T01:22:00.002+08:00

i wanted to update but i pressed the backspace button.................................................

2011-11-28T03:18:00.004+08:00

(pardon for the bad quality picture)

i hope they call later on *crossing fingers*. i'm really desperate to get a job right now. i went to Vivo on friday with IzmiSizmi. filled in application forms at several stores and now waiting for calls. i got myself a free golden ovaltine at Gong Cha(yeay me!!) too! no longer a Gong Cha virgin! teehee!

the reason i want a job is obviously i want money(duhh). i mean like i dont want to ask from my parents for money and at least i can treat them to something nice at times. that will be good. i also want something to do during this long break. hello, it will be very darn boring with nothing to do at all. mostly i'll sleep, watch tv, glued to the computer and eat all day long . haizzzzzz. even if i wanna go out i cant since IM FUCKING BROKE. YES IM REALLY REALLY REALLY BROKE. no money! zilch!

i seriously have no life X.X

p.s I miss painting on canvas during art lessons and remedials O.o

One Direction.

2011-11-25T01:41:00.006+08:00

im fan girling right now! i really adore them. and love them! oh yea, i've watched their a year in the making documentary and i cried. especially during Harry's part. over right? i know. but it's really touching sehhhhhhh! they're just so unffffffffffffffffffffffffadsfa. if i could live with them i would. who doesn't want british guys? and irish too! hehehe. i also have downloaded their Up All Night album and i just fucking love every song on their album!! AMAZAYYYYYYNNNNNNN !

Can we fall, one more time

Stop the tape and rewind

Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade

Cause there is nobody else

One Direction's exclusive performance for BBC Children in Need

2011-11-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

*dies*

wa mau kerja ley

2011-11-22T20:43:00.004+08:00

OMG I NEED A JOB. SERIOUSLY AHHHHHHHHHH

it's boring you know sitting at home doing nothing. even if i wanna go out i cant cos i dont have any cash with me. bleargh. this is depressing! i used to get jobs easily and now? arghhhhhhhhhhhhh. oh ya, breaking dawn is on the 24th. dad, i wanna watch pleaseeeeeeeeeeee :(

di tepi pantai.

2011-11-22T01:08:00.005+08:00

so, last saturday i headed to the Changi beach with the fams <3 just a normal BBQ. i planned to swim but i was scared to get dark again so i just lazed around. as usual i spoke words which makes no sense at all. teehee. at night, we watched Al-Hijab. stupid but scary movie. stupid because the movie was like hanging at the end? scary because the ghosts are scary? haha. didn't take much pictures cos i was either busy eating or just talking crap with my family.

hehe. my grandma, i asked her to do that. cute right? :')

THIS IS NICE. THE BANANA IS SERIOUSLY FUCKING NICE. our family recipe

my lovely cousin who listens to my crap ALL THE TIME

with that i'm ending this post!

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MUACKZZZZZZZ

HAHAHA!

Sunburn.

2011-11-18T00:26:00.007+08:00

so yesterday i head down to the swimming complex with my lovely cousins! we were supposed to meet at 8.45am but i woke up late. i just brushed my teeth teeheee. i didnt bathe. what? i'm gonna bathe after i finish swimming what. anw, to me it's normal. no? so in the end we met at 9am. swim swim swim like mermaid. i swear i laughed so much! my cousins.....i dont know they're just crazy. i mean like the whole time we talked about senseless things and we actually just laugh it off. it was a good day for me.

there were tons of fucking funny moments. one was when i swam towards Tasha and her leg got stuck in my swimming costume. dont ask me how it happened because it just happened. crazy i tell you! we were laughing till there's no sound ? seriously, i could just yack about how much fun i had but i think i should stop.

you guys might think that omg, it's just swimming with cousins and you're like so fucking excited blahblahblah. it's just that it's been a long time since i had fun with them and being all crazy. now that O's are over lemme enjoy myself. oh yea, im suffering from sunburns since my cousins we like so stubborn. the sun was like fucking hot and they still wanna swim. tsktsktsk. not to forget body cramps @.@ i've been going for night jogs with my aunt. LETS GET RID OF SOME FATS OH YEAAAA

here are some pictures.

I eat glitter for breakfast.

2011-11-15T19:01:00.005+08:00

(this part is still in process)

mum was furious when she saw the pcitures. HAHA! i was bored and i got stacks of magazines/postcards. so why not? i stayed up the whole night just to do this.

i'm still in a process to find a job. gonna head to town with IzmiSizmi to find some jobs. and for the other days......i think im gonna rot. cheh no lah. i always end up doing something.

my blog content will only be filled with updates if only there's something interesting happening in my life. other than that ..........ZZzzzZzzzZ

POPPIN BOTTLES IN THE ICE

2011-11-14T16:38:00.002+08:00

EH, O LEVELS DA HABIS LA! WEEHOOOHUUHHAAHAHWEEEEE~

Sejuk main

2011-11-10T17:51:00.003+08:00

their performance are fucking good! not one song in their latest album i hate. when are gonna perform in singapore?

Gotta Be You

2011-11-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG! THE VIDEO IS FINALLY OUT!!!!! HARRY'S RIDING THE VESPA AND LOUIS IN THE MINI COOPER IS JUST............................but sadly Louis and Niall have no solos in here :( BUT STILL ......................

you stole my star.

2011-11-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

vas happenin' people?! teehee. hari raya haji was a normal day for me since i didn't went out. instead i spent the day lazing around and do some drawings for my art. anyway, guess what happened to me yesterday?! A DOG RAN UP TO ME AND LICKED MY LEG. YES. LICKED.MY.FREAKING.LEG pkm! obviously i screamed. i was sitting at the bustop near my house while waiting for Huda. i was dreaming and looking at a different direction and suddenly i felt something ticklish at my leg. the dog owner didn't apologize! grrrrrr. but mum says maybe the owner mistook me for a chinese which explains why. but still.....GELI YOU KNOW. now i'm afraid of dogs. well....not exactly afraid. it's like a phobia that the same thing might happen again :/ stupid dog. hmmm, or maybe someone prayed that i got licked by a dog? nahhhhhh.

on a lighter note, i'm left with two papers for O's. weeeeee~ art paper is tomorrow (tuesday) and the last paper will science mcq qns which is on 14nov, monday. and then, it's BYEBYE BOONLAY. i've planned to search for jobs right after my art paper. i dont wanna waste time. i wanna get things done during the long break, i mean it. for example, i need to shop at IKEA really badly. my room is totally a bore right now. a change in my hairstyle too. i feel like putting colors but ermm...idk. i wanna get a hair treatment too since my hair is already in a bad condition. yikes! :/ Insyaallah i'll get a job soon enough.

by the way, i heard Lykke Li's song on the tv the other day. NOOOOOOOOOOOO! music is getting too mainstream now. i fucking hate it ! Lykke Li is getting exposed noooooooooooo!

breaking dawn.

2011-11-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH ! i dont care! must must must! i'm grabbing my cousin to watch this with me! fucking can't wait. 24november! tak kisah kalau orang cakap twilight boring ke ape. tak kisahhhhhhh

i like girls who eat carrots.

2011-11-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

when are they gonna be in singapore? :(

princess.

2011-11-04T10:37:00.002+08:00

I've could been a princess, you'd be a king.

Could have a castle and wore a ring.

But no, you let me go.

addictive.

fuck chemistry.

2011-11-01T01:51:00.001+08:00

i should be sleeping right now. chemistry paper later on. HELL NO! i gave up on chemistry, i swear. it's just too hard for to understand all the chemical thingy. but nvm, let me try my best.

selamat malam.

ending soon

2011-10-31T12:51:00.002+08:00

what's the story morning glory?

will be sitting for my science and humans paper this week. and the following week will be my art paper. and lastly my science mcq paper on 14nov! after that it's PARTAYYYYY

enuff said.

2011-10-27T21:49:00.001+08:00

back then.

2011-10-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

http://umiraa.multiply.com/photos/album/5/Umira_Burstday

i fucking miss this :( zaman zaman kena grounded dengan bapak nye. and they gave me a surprise on my birthday just outside my house. ohh ya, i dont know why i used to smile like that har har har.

i should be revising my maths right now but im taking a break. damn math's making me stress up!

official.

2011-10-24T11:53:00.004+08:00

so, in a few hours i'll be sitting for my first written paper which is english. trust me, the night before i was reading the dictionary O.o and i was like using the words to everyone im talking to. im feeling kinda jittery right now. but after receiving good luck wishes from friends and relatives at least gave me the motivation do sit for my O's(again) . ALL THE BEST TO ME. Insyallah i''ll do better this time round. Amin.

to get rid of this nervous feeling let my boys do the job. heheh

1D

2011-10-22T13:28:00.003+08:00

watch 2:08 HARR Y U SO CUTE HI

it would be a dream come true if i get to spend a day with them! and i want their Dare To Dream book!! arghhhh

do you need a mirror? seriously.

2011-10-22T12:39:00.004+08:00

you go around talking shit about people. you go around telling people who you hate. but please, actions speak louder than words. you said different things but do different things. you think people are stupid. you twist your words. you sugarcoat every word that came out from your stinking mouth. you're coward. yes, you're fucking coward. you treat your friends like DOGS. you are fucking scared that people will turn their backs on you. just so you know, they already did you fucking twat! i just pity those fools who call you their friend. pity them.

you act like you know it all. but bitch please, you don't. you criticize what people wear. please, at least they wear something that cover up parts of them. UNLIKE YOU. you wear shorts with your butt hanging out? whatthefuck. you got issues with every human being. you talk as if you're a fucking perfect. the best part is, what you criticize about people is actually referring to you own filthy fucking self. you need a mirror. seriously. you're fake. you try so hard to fit in. stupid cunt. you know why people favour you? because they fucking don't know the real you! humans like you makes me disgusted. humans like you should be despise! you filthy mudblood.

i shouldn't waste my time talking about this but i need to clear it off my chest. and for those who don't know THIS IS MY BLOG. so ya

where is karma when you need her?

da lah, nak tengok 1D ah biar cool down sikit.

one direction.

2011-10-19T15:53:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! I JUST LISTENED TO THE ONE DIRECTION LIVE ON BBC RADIO 1 !!!!! HARRY'S VOICE WAS LIKE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *melts* IN FACT THE REST OF THE GUYS VOICE WAS LIKE AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. AND THEIR NEW SONG WAS THE SEX AHHH my life is now complete. chehhhh

It's gotta be youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ only youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

pretty pelis?

2011-10-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

I WANT A BRITISH BOYFRIEND ARGHHHHH confirm hari hari 24/7 bawah ketiak dier haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz haizzzzzzzzz

Harry Styles's X Factor Audition (Full Version)

2011-10-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

heheheheheheheh my current addiction. HARRY STYLES HE'S FUCKING GORGEOUS ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

One Direction - LIVE at Teen Awards "Na Na Na" and "What Makes You Beaut...

2011-10-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT 6:55 OHMYGOD HARRY !!!!!!!!!! FUCKING CUTE !!!!!! Y ARE THEY SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL!!!!! I WANT A BRITISH BOYRFRIEND AHHHHHHHHH

Britney Spears - Everytime

2011-10-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

At night I pray,

That soon your face

Will fade away.

Taking Back Sunday - MakeDamnSure [Live]

2011-10-12T15:47:00.001+08:00

omg they sound so good live!!! anw, old song but still nice to the ears.

oh, i'm hanging high

2011-10-12T14:56:00.003+08:00

home kinda early today since i decided not to attend both physic and chemistry remedial. i received the JAE booklet thingy and i checked on the film, audio, sound course and i just felt like crying. last year the cut off point was 17 and this is year is 11 !!!!! PKM AHHHH! damn! nvrmnd, there's always other courses to choose.

how to get rid of dark circles under our eyes huh? my eyes are like panda eyes, seriously. does too much sleep results in dark circles too? hmm. i seriously have NO LIFE. really! everyday, arrived home, bathe and sleep. at night study until late at night. then sleep and wake up for school. at school do school stuff then go home. repeat steps. haizzzzzzzzzzzzz bile lah O's nak habis. eh, start pon belom. anw, imagine eh, yesterday, i was under my blk waiting for the lift. when the lift arrived and the doors opened, instead of going in guess what i did? I BERI SALAM KAT DEPAN LIFT. i said Assalamualaikum. seriously dont ask me what was i thinking. too tired i guess ZzzZzz

oh ya! the other night i woke up in the middle of the night, crying. i had the most devastating dream evaarrrrrr! but it had a sweet ending awwww.

i'm waiting for

2011-10-09T20:03:00.006+08:00

cepat start, cepat habis, lagi cepat holiday. itu je aku nak.

asal mok tak dtg sekolah? -.-

2011-10-07T13:04:00.005+08:00

it's been two days since i step into school. i just feel that i need a break from school. boleh gitu? furthermore, i wasn't feeling so well. dad gave the greenlight so easily. i think it was because he saw that i've been studying my ass off during the night and i needed the extra rest. everytime i reached home from school my energy level is 0.0000001% and i ended up falling asleep on my bed with my school uniform on.

i think the Olevel stress is trying to crawl into me. i'm feeling kinda pressured that the date for O's is drawing near. damn! i kinda regret for staying back but i guess it's too late for regrets huh? but i know, after O's it party all day and night for me!

family.

2011-10-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

some random photos to fill up my blog. mind the first few shiok sendiri photos. duhhh, it's my blog what. what do you expect?

abeh hidung kembang?

trying to show off my high cheek bones

no motive

i WISH my hair was THIS straight

the day before my grandma left for my aunt's place meaning she's not staying with me anymore :(

today.

she recently came back from the hospital as she was down with high fever. she was all cranky the day before and the today she came over with Abg Didi all smiling and laughing.

we found love at a hopeless place.

2011-09-30T19:32:00.005+08:00

sometimes i hate my two front teeth :/ which lead me decide to get braces but nahhhh. braces are too expensive anw, but i find them cute tho. i've always wanted teeth like you know like fangs? gigi taring? i find them cool. i still got two baby teeth which haven't dropped yet. still standing strong. why in the world am i talking about my teeth?!?!?!?! o.O and sometimes when i view pictures of myself, i find that i have wide forehead. they looked ok at times :/ who's perfect anw?

i've nothing much to talk about since most of the days i've been in my room studying my ass off. i mean not studying my ass as in looking at my ass but you know... k i think i'm just crapping over here. crapping?

it's an irony isn't it when someone talks bad about another person but actually they are referring to their fucking self? i mean like come on ah there's like millions of mirrors in the world can't you afford one? i'm not saying that i'm all goody goody good good over here. but you get my point right? no? damn! btw, there's like 5.18million people here living in singapore ok. (i've google it)

eh i feel like deleting my old archives uh, should i? but like so sayang leh nak delete. memories seh. good bad fun sad, eh it rhymes ah! -..- i just want to have a clean blog (?)

this is another crappy post. don't bother reading (as if there's people reading my blog -.-)

she said, hello mister nice to meet cha

2011-09-28T17:13:00.006+08:00

i'm just so shagged these past few days. it's the Olevel period right now. the first written paper will on 23/24 october if i'm not mistaken. i got around 3weeks to do some final revision. i've been studying till late at night :/ ala ala burn midnight oil. nevermind, persevere until the last paper and i will be out from that sekolah jahanam. hopefully, this time round i'm able to make it. InsyaAllah.

anw, let me share a random cover hehehe

the background is kinda noisy but she still sound amazing. if only i can sing and play the guitar, hari hari aku da buat cover ;/

wounded rhymes

2011-09-23T22:42:00.010+08:00

my own video, it's not that clear. whadda ya expect from a camera phone? you might want to lower down the volume cos i was shouting like some mad bitch since it was one of my fav songs. all out sia pekik! and pardon for the bad singing :/ hehe and if you hear carefully at the starting you could hear my cousin asking me to stand, "bangon ah ira" but i was lazy. skip to the ending which is aroun 2:03 fucking awesome i tell you! actually there's more videos but later lah i upload. must wait for like almost an hour to upload ok.

this is also my own video. same condition, lower down the volume and pardon for the bad singing. hehehe. watch 2:03 till ending, macam disco!

a better version of the concert i found at youtube.

i still can't get over her performance. like i've been listening to her for the past 2/3 years and i actually get see her live 2 days ago. you must understand this fangirl thingy. must ok must!

Lykke Li Live! In Singapore

2011-09-22T14:41:00.006+08:00

the pictures ain't clear because i'm seated right at the top :( put that aside, Lykke Li's performance wasn't a let down! SHE WAS COMPLETELY FUCKING AWESOME! I SWEAR !!! let me brag for awhile since this is like my first time seeing my favourite singer live! before the performance started, there was seriously suspend because the drummers were like hitting the drums like as if Lykke Li was coming out any minute. ok, she sounded superbly nice live. i love her energy, how enthusiastic she was even her drummers was all hype up! most of the time i wasn't in my seat. i was in my own world dancing along to her songs. some bitch brought in vodka and got drunk -.o like wtf? i mean like she's the only one drunk and she shouting like some maniac even though the crowd was all silence. alright whatever. one time Lykke Li surprised everyone by singing using a loud hailer. how cool is that? not cool? whatever, i dont need your opinions. i wanted to take a picture with Lykke Li and get my tix sign but the queue was freaking long!!!!! arghhhhhhhh. Lykke Li kinda look like Lady Gaga but the prettier version duhhh! i can go on bragging about how i enjoyed my night or how cool was the lighting effect or how nice Lykke Li's voice was but i think i gotta stop. dont i ? i can't get over yesterday's night gig! haish. will upload some videos soon!

the highlight was....some crazy bitch jumped on the stage and hugged Lykke Li like she was her sister!!!! mane boleh gitu! aku pon nak peluk cium dier jugak ishhhhh! and she was like singing for Lykke Li while she played the drums! wahhhhh jealous like arafuehfuaebf!!!

I love their light effects

you can't see clearly but she's there.

Lykke Li playing the piano

to get a clearer image visit this website >> http://wnderlustyle.blogspot.com/2011/09/lykke-li-live-at-esplanade.html

and it got nothing to do with you.

2011-09-21T15:14:00.003+08:00

"Kau sebelum keluar baik kemas bilik kau eh! kalau tak nanti abah tolong kemas kan." so that resulted in me waking up early today just to clean the mess in my room. seriously, my room isn't a pretty thing to look at :/ but when i clean, i make sure there's not a tiny little dust left in my room. it took me hours to make room sparkling clean. i mopped, sweep, wipe my room and the cupboards. i got this feeling that my room won't stay clean and organised for very long especially during exam period becos i'm just a lazy girl!! i'm not that organised. i just love to laze ard. haizzzzzzz. up next, i'll be cleaning my wardrobe. tu da macam reban ayam aku tengok :/ my clothes are all jumble up together. haiyaaaaaaaa.

i need a break. Olevels is next month :/ fuckedy fuck! nah, it's ok bcos i know my days in boon lay are gonna end :) this time, for real.

you will never wanna know what i wrote on my white study table.

James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

2011-09-20T23:20:00.002+08:00

tried finding a nice cover for this song but there's none. i've been going crazy for covers nowadays and idk why no idk whyyyyyyy :/ anw i just fucken love him!

get it right.

2011-09-19T13:53:00.007+08:00

i had my elective geography paper just a few hours ago. the paper starts at 8am but i arrived right on the spot. i woke up at 7.30am thank God haziq called me. phewww. anw, talking about haziq, someone hacked into my account around 2am in the morning and talked to him. mak dier ah nak hack acc org! geram je! at least he/she didn't talk dirty with him. tapi tetap tak kelakar ah sia nak hack acc org. i'm not the only being hacked but huda too. isn't there something fishy going on here? 0.o hmmm. isap dalam dalam ah sia kau

finally i fulfilled my cravings for mspicy with extra cheeseee! been craving for that since foreverrrrr! going to jp with kak ija to take my lykke li tix later on!!! woohoo so damn freaking super secited baybeh!! i still don't know what to wear. arghhhhhhhhh but sedih both kak ija and roohee not going :( only me and ika zzzZZzzzZZzzZZzzzz

i planned to go trekking with my dad since it's been a long time since i went trekking. town is just so boring now. i need something new. new new new~

you know how people assume things about you when they heard stories about you? irritating isn't it? that's not the point. let me tell you something, when i say something like for example, i don't care, it means that i really fucking don't care! don't assume that i am pretending not to care. or i'm just making up excuses or blablabla. mk ah. i mean what i say! so get this straight S.

Candles (cover)

2011-09-18T21:09:00.001+08:00

you're invisible, invisible to me.

You know what am I waiting for ?

2011-09-18T19:51:00.003+08:00

The moment I sit for my last Olevel paper.

Radit dan Jani, forever and always.

2011-09-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

Favour, do read this http://hddnsde.blogspot.com/2011/09/be-jealous-that-i-have-awesome-sister.html

I'm thankful that Allah gave me a friend like her. No, she's not my friend but a sister. I admit, if I were to be given another life, I would want her to be my real blood sister. She's like a real sister to me. But somehow people misunderstood our friendship, our closeness, almost everything. I know some people see us as bitches but hey, do I look like I give a fxck? You think it bother us? Kau tak suke kite kau tutop mulut kau. Takyah nak hek hok kat sini.

We've been thru ups and downs, thick and thin. She understands me, I understand her. But what I don't understand is how some people overlooked our friendship. I guess they never had friendship like ours, which explains why. But nah, it's ok. I don't mind. They can call me her dog or whatever shit, they maybe right they maybe wrong. It's not that I don't care people calling me names but I just can be bothered to entertain them. I tried to give a fxck but it only lasted a few minutes/seconds. If you are in our shoes you will know how we feel but right now you're not.

I love Siti Nurulhuda.

Mind you, but I do believe in karma.

chill out twat.

2011-09-15T19:40:00.005+08:00

EH TAK KISAH AH PASAL KORANG.

blabbering

2011-09-15T18:40:00.012+08:00

i'm super duper fuper pleased that my art as in everything has finished!! no more late night drawing. ahhhhh freedom. cheh, step olevel da abes gitu nak freedom freedom ni. k whatever eh. below ah some pictures i took during my torturing days and nights of completing my prep board. now finally i can have early sleep. my painting isn't what i call an A1 standard but at least i did put in my heart and soul into it. i neglected other subjects to complete my art. i was infact scared that i'm not able to complete both my prep board and painting but with patience, i did.

i don't crack easily under pressure but the other day i just did. my art wasn't anywhere near complete and i furthermore that night i had to study for maths and chemistry i think. on top of that my dad planned to visit his brother and usually everybody(me and my siblings HAVE TOO FOLLOW). i feel so pressured and rushing and panic just everything. in the end, i just broke down and cry. da lama tak nangis. HAHA but it feels good to cry huh? anyway, enjoy the pictures. just look what prelim and art did to my study table :( sorry for the bad quality. my hp's camera has only 2megapixel that explains. and sorry for the shiok sendiri moments.

penat gile babi anjing

2011-09-14T19:49:00.001+08:00

YA ALLAH. PENAT NYE AKU. SUMPAH TAK BEDEK.

HAISH.

Set Fire To The Rain - Adele (Cover)

2011-09-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

penat, letih and tired. lelah

2011-09-08T19:16:00.006+08:00

this week i've been pretty busy with my art. my one week holiday is all about art. i don't have enough rest due to sleeping late at night doing sketches for my prep board. that explains the panda eyes, the migraines and the mood swings for the past few days. i'm not having proper meals. the other day i went on without food for the whole day and only to have my first meal at 12midnight. but now, thank God i've completed my painting. COMPLETED. now i can focus on my prep board which i need to complete 5 more board.

yesterday went jalan beraya with last year's EXPRESS students since i'm an EXPRESS student. at least i'm being invited SINCERELY. the plan went haywire halfway since there was no proper planning. but put that aside, at least i had a great laugh with them. another raya outing tmr with Esah and friends. another EXPRESS clans.

^.^v

art is driving me crazy!!!!!

2011-09-05T20:15:00.004+08:00

stress liao. art olevel dateline is next week wednesday. all out again ah this week. stand by to have panda eyes!!! argh! prep board still not done yet! not even half OMG !!!!!!!! but painting still a few white spots. anw dont bother checking this blog i wont be updating that often. i cant be bothered anymore.

i should get going with art bye

joget joget joget

2011-09-01T12:49:00.005+08:00

I'M GOING TO LYKKE LI'S CONCERT ! WOOHOO!!!!

well, this is kinda interesting

2011-08-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

20 things girls should never do to guys

1)Play him: guys have emotions too. and girls can be just as big of players as guys.

2)Not pay attention: guys try to be tough. i’m not going to lie. but when they’re willing to open up their hearts for you, don’t go off with the “omg i know exactly what you mean blah blah (insert your own personal story)”. it means that you’re important to him.

3)Don’t hook up with other guys that he knows: He’ll get really jealous, even if he doesn’t like you. if you talk to him regularly, don’t do anything you’ll regret. he’ll regret it too.

4)Deny his kindness: If he wants to hold doors open for you, pay for you, even carry you when your feet hurt, don’t tell him no. If he likes you, he’ll do so many things for you if you just let him.

5)Deny your beauty: Don’t call yourself ugly in front of him, whether it be because you want a compliment or you actually believe it. if he says you’re beautiful, believe it. That’s how you are to him. and if you want a compliment, all you have to do is hug him, or look at him in the eyes, and you shall get your tales of self beauty from him.

6)Let him go: When you find a guy you like, don’t let him go. if he seems like he’s worth it to you, go for it. chances are you’ll have the time of your life with him, even if it doesn’t last forever.

7)Vent to him and not expect him to like you: Don’t open your hearts, cry to him, run to him for support, or vent to him in any way if you don’t want him to like you. it’ll happen.

8)Don’t treat him like other guys: He’s not a typical guy if he treats you like a princess.

9)Tell him to stay away from the people he loves: Yes, he might be friends with other girls, but if they’re his best friend since he was little, don’t tell him to leave her.

10)Make him stop old habits: If he did drugs before, accept it. it’s not cool for you to change him.

11)Don’t treat him differently in person than through messaging: Don’t go around texting him like you’re in love and he’s your bff, and when you see him in person you say hi once, and leave. it’s fucked up and it confuses him.

12)Don’t not accept his compliments: It’s kinda repeated, but when you say “ew, no i’m ugly”, it makes him feel like he’s doing a bad job at caring for you. trust me.

13)DON’T BE AFRAID TO KISS HIM FIRST: IF YOU FEEL THE FUCKING MOMENT IS RIGHT, KISS HIM. HE MIGHT BE TOO NERVOUS. FUCK.

14)Don’t be afraid to let him “do you” lol: If a guy wants to “eat you out” don’t say no, most of the time he wants to pleasure you without receiving anything in return.

15)Don’t point out his flaws either: If you say “oh look, you have some fat here!” or, “it sucks that you don’t have definition on your arms” it’ll fucking haunt him forever.

16) Don’t make it a contest to see who loves each other more: He doesn’t want to lose, but if he wins he feels like an ass. lose-lose either way, so don’t do it.

17)Don’t act like he’s a robot: He’s human, he cries, he screams, he can feel physical and emotional pain, he has limits and he can only control so much. don’t push him.

18)Go on adventures with him: He’ll protect you as much as he can, so don’t worry to wander off, it usually ends up being the time of your life.

19) DRUGS: Drugs can do so much, yet so little. depending on who you are and who you’re with drugs can add a little bit of edge. there’s nothing like going to an alternate reality and exploring with your lover.

20) EVERY GUY MASTURBATES. DON’T JUDGE HIM: Every guy does it, at some point, no matter who they are, they will reach a moment in their lives where they do it on a daily basis, and they won’t care where. so don’t make fun of him.

P.S.) if he says he loves you more, and he’s not a tool or drunk or high, It’s true.

just that feeling that everything is perfect.

2011-08-13T20:19:00.005+08:00

you know what's my definition of a perfect weekend if i'm not spending it outside? just sitting and lazing around at home doing nothing. ya. that's what i did today. woke up early and headed to Jia's. borrowed Yakuza Moon from her. i've been dying to read that book since idk when. headed back home and saw that grey clouds are already forming but still i walked slow and steady. no rushing. arrived home just in time because the moment i step into the house it rained. phew! slipped into bed and started reading. the cold weather made me feel so relaxed. and soon i found myself dozing off in lalaland.

to some it's just a plain boring saturday but to me it's something. i love random plans during weekends. those unplanned moments are the ones which are the most memorable ones.

step patriotic ahhhhhhh siaaaaaa

2011-08-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

step rabak ah memandangkan besok national day. macam nak get into the mood ah. so sexcited sehsss nak tengok bunga api.

Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (Cover by @KarminMusic)

2011-08-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

boy, you got my heartbeat running away. beating like a drum and it's comming your way.
nice cover (Y)

yeay yeay tak sabar nak raya sesh

2011-08-05T22:15:00.004+08:00

i have high cheek bone. high cheek bone.

today's the 5th day of Ramadan but too bad i can't fast :( boohoo. first day wasn't that bad for me. it didn't even feel like fasting month. i was so active. but second day was like OHMYGOD~ i swear i was fucking weak but still i managed to complete my fast on that day.

as usual, every friday i have to attend art lessons after school. but today i paitau-ed art and went off to meet Radit Baby. didn't know that Jia was there too. RINDUUUUUUUUUU~ after everyone went their separate ways, me and Radit headed to gekpoh. HEHEHEHEHEHE. some funny moments happened. so farni sehy.

dim dam dum bunyi mercun~ladaldalalala~

3rd day puasa

2011-08-03T16:02:00.001+08:00

so yesterday, had a little trip to MBS.

you are shit

2011-07-30T22:48:00.003+08:00

i think YOU mistook me for someone who would actually care. i tried to but i'm sorry fcuker, you just need to try harder. because you see, i don't actually give a damn about people like you, and you. but hey, you know what? good job for trying *applause*

may karma hit you :)

picture speaks a thousand words ?

2011-07-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

only girl in the world~

you make me go oh oh oh~

2011-07-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

ohhhh, ramadan is just a few days away. tmr's class photo taking hurrrrrr. not that excited ..i've thrown away my tie -.-

i'm just bored

mak kau peh laki

2011-07-26T17:40:00.005+08:00

last week was kinda busy. celebrated racial harmony day on thursday. i planned to borrow vinushah's punjabi suit but she was unreachable. so in the end i wore shalini's. i wasn't really enjoying racial harmony day much. i miss last year's celebration. and too add on, the weathers was freaking hot. thank God it was sleeveless :>

on friday, i went to support syafiq at ACJC. i thought the girls were coming along but NOPE. i was the only girl. only girl in the world~ everybody ganged up on me :( i swear i got goosebumps the moment syafiq started singing. ms liza kept asking me to take a picture with alyph(?) from sleeq. but too bad i don't favour him that much. but in the end i still took a picture since the guys wanted to.

saturday i had some family event. my little nephew was having his cukur rambut. i had to be the kendarat. fooking tireeeeeeed. the food wasn't that bad. was busy walking here and there. clearing plates. fuuuh. after that i sleptover at my cousins place till sunday. slacked at her place till night then i went home.

p/s: pictures will be uploaded soon ^^v

sentozaaaaaaaaaaa

2011-07-17T20:17:00.004+08:00

i spent my saturday with my old time favourite bitches. catched up with life. and as usual we gossiped. standard lah girlzzz. time flies pretty fast when you are having fun. non-stop laughters form everybody.

stacie orrico

2011-07-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

i used to hate to see you go.

i used to be broken.

2011-07-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

HAHA. time tengah recess abeh makan roti kaya. zaman kental. zaman suka tdo during chemistry lesson. tdo/ cabut combine humans. mother tongue lagi, boring nak mampos! zaman orang benci kite. HAHA. kenangan manis kau dan aku~ EH.

went through my old archives. i gotta say that my life changed tremendously. my life's perfect right now. i want it to stay this way. i changed to a different person. and i used to get, "Kau da berubah" . ALOT. HAHA well, people change whaaaaaaaat. you don't expect me to be same old person right? that's boring.

anyways, i can't wait for 16th july. like fucking seriously. meeting up my old cliques for a picnic at sentozaaaaaaaa! miss those bitches damn much! school's not school without them. eventhough my classmates are funny social etc, still i prefer my old cliques and classmates.

i gotta say i miss those people in 2010.

hi, i'm and aunty

2011-07-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

hi, raiyan rizqy.

finally i get to meet you my new little cute nephew. you're so small but yet you got a double chin. you look like you father. you're just a little sweetheart. i like your small mouth. it's just shoooooo adorable. you smile when you're sleeping. you smell so niceeeeeeeeee. heheheheh

oh yea, im fucking excited for sunday. a trip to the zoo! da plan nak pegang ular abeh nak gambar semue. HAHAHA sexcited gilezxc. it's been a long time since i visited the zoo. the last time i went was when i was in primary 3?

HEHEHEHE

zoo negara

2011-06-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

wooheeeee~ visiting the zoo on sunday with family! can't wait.

the mum

2011-06-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

didn't attend the first day of school today since i'm down with fever. 2 days mc. and my trip to poly today was far the worst one everrrrr. i spent more more than an hour sitting and waiting for my turn. a black bitch kept looking at me like as if i owe her $$. then after that there was a malay couple kept looking at me. haish. fat bitch thinks she's pretty. laki da lah bopeng. geram je!

plus, i'm having my monthly too. OH MY GOD. can imagine the pain or nottttttttt?! double combo. since yesterday i've been lying in bed sleeping. tepok teros jadi nye.

there's a side to you that i never knew

2011-06-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

holidays are coming to an end. ohhh man! this year's june holidays is freaking fast. in a blink of an eye it's the last week of holiday. damn! and i'll be back at school with slutty looking people. basically school are full of cunts whom i wish to spit in the face. who like school anyway?

you make me who i am from the words you say.

2011-06-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

been pretty busy this week. i have to baby sit my nieces and nephew till friday. and i swear it's tiring. will be out from the house at 9.30am every morning and will be back home at 8pm. urghhhhhh.

i think i'm having my low self esteem moments nowadays cos i feel very fat and ugly :( to add on, i hate my hair and i just can't wait till it's long. typical girls huh? i eat when i'm happy i eat when i'm sad. how? sometimes i feel disgusted at myself. but really, i'm putting on weight :( sad lifeeeeee.

ohh ya, remedials next week. fuck it! and school's starting soon. sucha turnoff. homework are not touch yet. super lazy.

a year older.

2011-06-11T13:29:00.002+08:00

and so, i'm a seventeen year old girl today. call me crazy but i swear i was rather nervous when the clock was about to strike 12.

Tasha: Ra, lagi 3 more mins nak 12

Me: diam, ira tengah seram ni. nak 17 seh. da tue :(

Tasha: YA ALLAH IRA ! NI BIRTHDAY RA. TAKYAH NAK SERAM SEMUE.

hahaha. i made her frustrated. anyway, i don't care about the birthday gifts. no. cos i already have the bestest birthday gift from the start. that is, my love ones. my family and close friends. they are the greatest gift that God have ever given me.

and i gotta thank Huda Dismaelan, Rydy Hsnn, Nurul Nadiah and her boyfriend for the small surprise. and the topshop top. HEHEH SUKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! SAYANG KORANG ♥

luahan hati CHEH

2011-06-04T14:45:00.002+08:00

hi. i've not been using the computer frequently nowadays becos basically dad says the bill is over the limit. and as usual he blames me for spending too much time on the internet. hurrrr.

susah kalau orang tinggal kat rumah kite tapi tak tau follow the house rules. bukan nak cakap ape lah. bukan tak suka tapi hormat lah sikit. ni rumah orang bukan rumah korang sendiri. korang buat serak buat bising bukan korang tau yang kena marah. aku jugak yang kena. abeh korang da tau maknye tak suka korang makan time malam malam korang buat jugak. da gitu kalau diam diam takpe jugak, ni tak. abes semue benda kat dapur jatuh. nama sape yang terbabit? aku jugak yang kena.

abeh konon nye kelakar ah orang tengah tdo lempar seluar dalam kat muka? takde cara pe? perangai sumpah baik. abeh da tau bill melambung maseh nak pakai laptop sampai pagi. padahal da bilang tau tak boleh hari hari pakai. tetap aku jugak yang kena. kalau mak bapak nye kasi duit untuk bayar bill takpe jugak.

in conclusion, bukan tak suka cume kena hormat eh ok.

they call me dora

2011-05-30T13:54:00.005+08:00

im a sad turtle :'( half of my hair is gone. i wanted SHOULDER LENGTH but the aunty thinks it's ok to follow her own taste and gave me CONCAVE. HARHARHAR. so i became a sad girl and sit at the barber trying not cry. im sorry hair :'( will try my best to make you grow. i pwomise :')

:'(

and when you smile,

2011-05-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

just gotta love her voice. c'mon she's 15? 16?

keep your opinions to yourself, boy

2011-05-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

your words can get you into trouble, trust me. saying things of your own religion, bad idea. c'mon, you don't believe Allah exist? then i guess you should start digging your own fucking grave cos hell is waiting for your arrival. and please, learn to respect someone who's older than you.

because karma exist.

who's that chick

2011-05-22T22:27:00.004+08:00

my saturday was a random one. kak ija called me whether i wanted to get KOI at clementi. so i said yes and ate my brunch and bathe. arrived at clementi je, i changed my mind to get KOI. TAK KUASA LAH I NAK QUEUE LAMA LAMA. in the end met zul and bought avocado milkshake -.- hurrrrrrrrrr. chilled at zul's place after that for awhile before we randomly made plans to follow zul jamming at kallang.

the place was small and cramp. but overall it was fucking fun! i swear~ tho they only did remix and mashup and it wasnt their own but still their BEAT WAS FUCKING SICK ! my ears can burst because basically all of us was sitting next to the speakers. my ears went numb. ended around 11pm and trained back to jurong.

arrived at jp and bought nasi lemak $2 at mayson's. then got to know the bus service had ended so we ate our nasi lemak at jp. the went back to get kak ija's car and send zul home.

rolling in the deep

2011-05-18T16:46:00.003+08:00

my days have been fine so far. had only one day of school last week and two days of school this week. had a tiff with dad the other day HA. and to punish me he hid the keyboard. HA HA HA. merepek right ? mintak kena tempeleng aje. but soon i gave up ah and begged him to let me use the computer. hurrrr

last sunday when to IMM to just walk around with mum. terkopak beg duit mak nye. hehehe. bought two tops from cotton on. then yesterday when to IMM again with the family. heheehe kesian bapak nye beg duit koyak :> once in awhile je pe.

last paper tomorrow > mcq. arghhhhhhhhh. malas.

mendaaaaaaaaaaaak

2011-05-16T18:19:00.001+08:00

been sitting at home most of the days.

18th

2011-05-11T16:35:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday To My Dearest Jia ! Will Meet You Soon!

Lurve chiuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! ♥

kita nak decorate muka dier!

2011-05-05T14:35:00.004+08:00

credits to Zul (Y)

the wedding was a tiring one. kinda sad since one by one are growing. after Abang Amees Insyaallah it's Kak Ija's turn. after Kak Ija is me... EH?! belom eh? sorry tak sabar nak kawin. actually i wanted to type what happened on saturday and sunday but too much info ahhhhhhh. too lazy to type long paragraphs. Abang Ameen was holding back his tears during the akad nikah. his eyes was all watery. and Kak Mona was fucking gorgeous ! macam anak jepun.

Click here for photos!

konon nye macam royal wedding ah

2011-05-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

will update soon about the wedding.

hanging by a moment

2011-04-27T15:20:00.004+08:00

english paper 2 was fucking hard ! damn! stupid stupid stupid. nahhhh, no use dwelling about it. ala ala macam no use crying over spilled milk gitu ahhhhhhhhhhh.

so early in the morning i tripped and fell in my room -____- pathetic right? my cousin just pointed out that i always drink blueberry tea from primary school until now. he told me that he remembered during primary school i would always buy a bottle of blueberry tea during recess. eh? tak ingat. but soon i kept buying apple tea in secondary school but stopped buying it since it make my mouth stinks :O and again i kept on buying blueberry tea because at that point of time i was in a relationship with someone who kept drinking blueberry tea till i too followed him -___- RANDOM i know. i've been talking alot these days. really alot. i talk to myself too ok o.O

paman mimi: hello? ira ehh? panggil kan mama nye

me: jap ehhh. ehhhhh, NI SIAPE ?!

paman mimi: ni paman mimi lahhh

me: EHHHHHH PAMAN MIMI !!! HIIIIIIIIIIIII!

paman mimi: *laughs* hi ira. panggil mama nye jap

me: MAAAAAAAAA NAH PAMAN MIMI SEH NI!! RINDU !

mum: *talks* ra, kasi paman mimi number hp nenek

me: hi paman mimi ! jap eh.

paman mimi: hi raaa~ ira macam mana hidup?

me: ok lah, cuma fail olevels abeh kena stayback

paman mimi: huh?! fail?! eh number nenek ape?

me: eh a'ah jap.

paman mimi: ok, thankyou ra. ira take care ok. belajar betol betol. paman mimi tak boleh bebual lama ni. nak call nenek ni lagi. bye raa, ingat eh take care tau.

i didn't expect him to call! seriously. really miss this uncle of mine. stupid guy really. you know the feeling when you are trying not to cry when you hear someone's voice who is already crying? his voice was like as if he was crying so pitiful. arghhhh rindu sehh ~

paman mimi: reboot tu ape ra? reboot

me: hmmm ira tau tapi tak tau nak explain

paman mimi: reboot tuuu ribut ! haaa! tu pon tak tau ke

stupid convo i had with him -.-